The Poeticians.

Poets sharing words from the Middle East to haunt the lyrical world.


Curly Hair

I was feeling cranky in Damascus. Tough day. Tough life people lead here, depending. I had taken a walk yesterday to shop. This is my impression of that walk.

Obviously, it has nothing to do with the actual walk.

Curly Hair

Damascus, 26/6/2010

I leave the home that housed our sorrow for twenty five years

I walk the streets that never gathered any pain

I buy vegetables that never warded off the carcinogens

we inhabit

this culture of death around us, lives remain

cheap like the hummus

and the cherries I devour

and the plastic mop I buy for my father’s house,

who could clean away twenty five years of sadness?

who could bring back a country with polish,

even if you rubbed hands over old wood till antiseptic, raw,

tattered but still writing.

Who could wipe away Falastine?


I walk.

Here is the hairdresser who still runs for business. Weddings, engagements,

girls out to toss curls and fringes at boys that

capture them. Girls that hide the new do under the same veil

their mother inherited. Girls that preen on balconies for

the first suitor to bring life to these

dusty streets.

My feet trudge.

Here is the hairdresser. His name is Omar. He probably has grey hair now where

I remember a black beard.

I remember.  A room.

A bedroom. A kind man with blades that shear.

It’s going to fall off anyway, might as well take it all off in one go.  Brave brave

Palestinian woman who saw beauty beyond eye shadow

and hair curlers, beyond even breasts and

ovaries and a uterus,

whose beauty remains beyond the gnawing of worms at your coffin.

It’s going to fall off anyway, might as well take it all off in one go.

Omar visits us,

my mother’s hair is on the floor, her green pool eyes are dense

and quiet and filled with underwater matter

we could never unearth,

could never clean. My mother’s hair is on the floor,

how kind he was to come to our home and witness, perform, a sacred

rite no one else could see.

I walk past this hairdresser. Inside, women chew gum, discuss the new nail polish

color they must try, how to keep hair supple and soft under dryers,

their grandmother’s secret recipe for whiter skin,

whiter teeth, blonder hair,

bigger breasts, and on and on the beauty pageant rampages, until I am one

day toothless, and wrinkled and worn.

Until the memory of my mother’s wild hair, shorn, is also dust in these streets.

Today I walk. The door of the hairdresser is closed. I do not open it.

Behind it, women

cackle and smoke and drink Turkish coffee as they inhale hair dye and discuss

their husbands.

I walk, and I can see nothing but Omar’s hands, gently clipping off another

layer of my mother happy.

I walk, and buy that mop,

buy some cherries,

but for eternity, a small shop will bear witness to permanent tragedy,

the small things that herald loss looming,

the moments, insignificant,

that usher death in.

2 Responses to “Curly Hair”

  1. February 15th, 2012 at 8:48 am

    Hiba says:

    Hi Hind, of all your beautiful poems, this has moved me the most. I am sorry about your mom and may her soul rest in peace.

  2. March 11th, 2012 at 7:43 pm

    Hind says:

    Thank you so much. Means a lot that people read and respond. I am very grateful.

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